Not really feeling the ground I’m standing on.

And now it’s getting strange. Not sure why, not sure how, and without any clue for how long. Condition of leaving reality and sinking into some mysterious hole out of space. What is strange, this time it’s not bad at all… though just purely strange. And some socializing included.

Last week was like long hangovers, continuing even now, with just few drops of alcohol (so, apparently it’s not the explanation!).

Monday started with farewell for Karolina. Vermut on post office stairs. Then a little fight (that I’m not really able to remember detailed) with girlfriend of Titas on a bus.
Tuesday. Hangovers. Angry and aggressive all day without a reason.
Wednesday. Still angry and aggressive, so by an accident get into a fight with one of my classmates.
Thursday. Sad. And again – no explanation behind. Just.
Friday. First passive, but it starts to change… specially after a couple of beers during the lecture in a good company. Good company stays for whole of that evening, but there are quite a lot of black holes in the memory (a bit scary).
Saturday. Again – hangovers. Shit, I will kill my self with it one day. But no matter that – good mood, carried from Friday stays until the evening when Sandra arrives – way too much food, some beer and… porn on the internet. Zoo-porn. Nice ;D
Sunday. All day working (oh yes, I have a job!). Finally signing the contract. My boss is perfect!
Monday. Total mess all around, I’m late and dizzy (?!). But still – workshop of innovation in a team with 5 Danish guys is fun.

And all of these days my head was away. Not somewhere in particular. Just out. And I’m still not here. And not there as well.

Point of the post – my documents are FINALLY fixed. And I FINALLY have a job. Uhu!

Dating and getting involved in serious relationship. With myself.

Have to admit – I love Sundays. Only on this day I get some kind of GOOD mood. Still there is a big question mark about it’s derivation, but what a heck. And it wouldn’t be me if I wouldn’t be too greedy to share it with anyone else.

This time I took myself on a date to the quay. Well, I do live in a port city, have some things like boats and water around… and usually *ucked up weather as well. But not this day. Today was perfect.
At the same time I had a deeper look at ‘my’ city. With info help from Titas (one of the guys I’m living with) I managed to discover not only an amAzingly nice shore but also so called royal park – ‘Mindeparken’.
Let’s count – nice weather + even a nicer place + perfect music (Kaizers Orchestra). Almost like MacDonald’s – I’m loving it!


Drool from being jealous (!) --> http://picasaweb.google.com/kirvelaite/MindeParkDatingMyself#

And then another Sunday’s ritual – shopping for fresh fruit and vegetables in ‘Bazar’ (huge Arabic/Turkish market close to home).
Good idea – be a girl and go in a short skirt. Fun.

Total laziness in a good company. Again – I mean me and myself. I think we -two- could make a really great couple and since life doesn’t think that I could use anything called… ech, how was it?... oh, yes, -men-, I believe I will end up exactly in this way. Gladly.

And tomorrow I will continue with studies. HTML. Fun… love codes. And this ‘fun’ condition will continue for a whole week, 3 hours every day. What can I say, almost an orgasm.

Velkommen til efterår!

And the autumn has started. Not only because my studies seem to get some kind of speed (if you can call it like that); not only because the weather has changed into stable cold; and even not because of the summer season sales. It’s more about the mood it self – getting calmer, getting slower. (Slower also applies for my speed of choosing what to wear. Probably the second I will die I will be doing exactly that. Insanity).

Yesterday in the college we had our first approach: from Friday to Monday was a period for preparing the first project here. Not something big, but probably the easiest and the most enjoyable for the nearest future. Almost free topic and possibility to work alone (my choice)– that’s the best.
Idea was quite simple – choose or think of any cultural event and prepare: a poster, layouts of index page and two subpages for it. Oh yes, and then write a 5 paged report about everything. Nice. Very very nice. I love writing reports… on my EVS apparently I didn’t write enough of that bullshit.

But what a heck, did it, yesterday presented it.
Done.
Here is the poster.

And now I’m kicking my ass to begin with other important things that I can manage on my own (I mean without stupid papers like residents permit and CPR that still aren't moving). It seems that starting today’s afternoon until Monday I will have free time. College team is leaving for their precious ‘cabin trip’ – two nights somewhere in the forest, woo hoo… Of course I’m not going. Two and a half weeks of being sick seems enough for me and free time is always better than getting stuck somewhere far away with bunch of strange and sometimes annoying people for three days. Becoming misanthrope or what?
But. But today I got to know that ones that aren’t going to the drinking party have to write a report about some topic given. It’s because drinking in the forest will be counted as academic hours or so… again – insanity.

Ps. Yesterday I had Christmas (!). 40kg + 10kg package with all kind of goodies from my beloved parents has arrived. Have food enough to survive until the real holidays come by…

Let søndag.

It’s kind a rule – it’s enough just to complain and everything will be fixed at the moment. Just to make you look stupid. But what a heck, I’m better and ready to go!

As I was crying through all of my last post, last week I was simply dyeing from being cold. Then my neighbor Jimmy (that I love to call Thiago, as his real name is) came up with some pills and said – “I can’t stand seeing you just dyeing here. Take them.” (or something like that… honestly don’t remember).
I did.
They worked.
I’m alive again.

To celebrate this big event we left to Horsens, The European Medieval Festival.
Fun!!!
… and then some more fun… oh, I mean that sweet honey-thing beer…
Some old fashioned traditions of Denmark, perfect weather (though I was stupid enough to dress up as in winter time) and amazing atmosphere. Danish culture, I love it (!).
--> http://picasaweb.google.com/kirvelaite/Horsens

In some time I will leave – after all of those Danish things we decided to do something Lithuanian and totally suitable for Sunday’s afternoon – yes people, I’m talking about ‘cepelinai’. Fun and good for killing those little signs of hangovers…

Trickling...

The second one.
Second from DK.
So now I’m sick. Got cold and my usual idea about ignoring it didn’t work: instead of going away it got even worst… but what can you do: sometimes things just go to a war against you. Let’s try to survive.
At least I can comfort my self that I’m spending all day in bed loosing my liquids though nose at home. And I mean it – at my own place: finally (after receiving a giant package) from my beloved parents I’ve finished my place. Now it’s ready to be lived in!

Take a look -->
http://picasaweb.google.com/kirvelaite/MyNewHomeDKLottesvej1310

This week is kind a special. And not only that I got terribly sick on the worst time ever, but also because my studies have started. Still it’s something more intro style, but officially we are starting… [not now, first I wanted to do some other things… you know, those small ones, like finding a job… and talking about that I’m totally disappointed in myself – everyone keeps on telling me that it will be just fine and that it takes time, but come-on!-it’s too long. Shitty me].

And the colege. I will tell more later. Until now I’m not able to recognize my classmates (approximately half of them) and about names… uh, it will take hell a lot of time. But someday, somehow. Maybe even in so called ‘cabin-trip’ (?). It’s going to be some big trip, based on meeting-by-drinking idea. For three days somewhere in the forest in the end of September: sounds like a perfect plan to get sick… again ,D

The code has changed to +452..

And here goes the lazy one again.
And again – something about moving my ass around.

First of all I want to mention one trip. Usually I call it “The BIG trip -Miska-”. It was something sooooo good that I won’t even be able to tell about. But it was great in all the ways and byways.
Some statistics: 3 weeks, 4 countries, some sea, some mountains, a big lake, a castle, cities, villages, precious PEOPLE. And adventures. Lots of them.

Pictures (this time with a map and real date)
--> http://picasaweb.google.com/kirvelaite/BIGTripMiska

And now. Well, busy, a bit lost, deadly grateful… and in Denmark. Finally.
For those who still don’t know – it’s for real this time. Studies. Even my departure wasn’t delayed (!), how serious can it get?.

Today was a big day. Even if I’m here since Wednesday, the key to my room I received only today. Uh… I will try to be calm – no need to panic… definitely no need. But there will be some things to solve, like we did today.
No bed.
Take it from the street – clean and working.
Happens.
One thing fixed ,)

Ps. my phone number here: +4521743489